Can you believe it has been a year?

One year ago our lives were very different than they are now. Some things were better then, some are better now. I have been sick for almost 2 weeks. It started with a stomach flu, which cleared up. I got really bad hives and stomach cramps on the forth of July. Drove myself to the emergency room. The girls went to visit their grandmother in Minnesota. I started to feel a little better, but then I got sick again. I had many different ideas about how I wanted to spend the anniversary of Justin's death. In the end, I spent the day puking my guts out. I was so sick I thought I was going to die. Justin's mom picked up the tiny gal and kept her for 3 days. During that time, I thought about everything that has happened in my life in the last 10 years. I got homesick for the people in Seattle. I didn't have many friends there, but they were really nice people.