This week...

I think it is safe to say this week has been the loneliest time in my life. I have always been okay by myself, but as the 1 year anniversary of Justin's death approaches, I find I am alone. Not just the alone of not having a significant other. I feel very small and lost as I struggle to figure out who I am. I have spent so much time focusing my life on my family, I still don't know who I am. I imagine it will get more difficult as July approaches.